i just dont want to fucking exist anymore
im so tired
And how do you tell them you feel so empty without making it sound so sad?
fckedupfray
(via wnq-writers)
I need calmness and restraint, I need a balance wheel.
Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry featured in The Complete Works of Virginia Woolf; Selected Diaries
(via violentwavesofemotion)
A million words won’t bring you back,
I know because I tried.
Neither would a million tears,
I know because I cried.
(via closetohonest/ideallyinsane)
This is a thing many people outside your grief cannot understand: that you have not simply lost one person, at one point in time. You have lost their presence in every aspect of your life. Your future has changed as well as your “now”.
Megan Devine, refugeingrief.com (via survivingsiblingsuicide)
I will never forget the moment your heart stopped and mine kept beating.
Angela Miller (via closetohonest)
People get tired of you being so sad all the time. So they leave.
maybe this is why people leave me all the time.
(via beautifully–repulsive)